Becoming. Changing. Growing. Those 3 little words pretty much sum up the last few years of my life, and it has been a beautiful ride. From attempting to “brand” my company, define my shooting style, discover who I am and share it with you, blog regularly, update my facebook and twitter, educate myself via workshops and mentors I admire… and more. It can be crazy. It can sometimes drive me to an emotional edge where (unfortunately) my husband and daughter pay the price. It is definitely a challenge, and any photographer out there, that is passionate about what they do, will tell you that their keyboard and mouse pad have been dusted by the mist of teardrops (I know mine have.) The stress and pressure that comes along with building a business is undeniable. It is talked about in hushed tones and only to VERY close friends. It is one heck of a ride, a roller coaster of ups and downs. There are those days of discouragement, and then there are the days filled with successes and joys….
But, doing what I love and witnessing a “dream” slowly come to life is worth more than a couple thousand tear drops. I get to create. I get to bless people, and touch hearts. I get to make new friends and see smiles that become a greater reward than a pay check. I have experienced honest growth: even just as simple as this blog post because I remember my first blog post (oh my goodness) I sat there staring at the computer screen not knowing where to begin. I didn’t know what to type, nor what to share with people that (I believed) weren’t even going to read it. I probably only ended up with about one sentence. Now, on the other hand, I just type away whether my grammar is correct, or punctuation perfect, or whether anyone is even reading. I just express myself and who “I am” and I’m slowly getting to a point where I know 5 years from now – my blog posts are going to be better, my stories will bring tears, and my images will move souls.
I love being inspired by others, and I hope to bring a little inspiration by the art I make and the things I say. I love that this photography voyage is never obsolete. It is always changing, always moving and growing. So what have I been doing lately? I have been fine tuning my business and putting the ‘finishing touches’ on my office. I have been getting organized, ordering studio samples, and preparing for the future. I am looking ahead and NEVER EVER stopping. This fun blog post is simply – a collection of FABULOUS images taken this afternoon. I love my “little space” to pieces, and wanted to share it with you! I know most of you have never been into my office (or haven’t been here lately) and I wanted to give you a little peek inside the doors. My office is where I spend almost every moment – from my morning coffee to talking with you guys on Facebook. And, as you can tell, my office is overflowing with “french boudoir” inspired knick-knacks that motivate me and sum up who I am as a business owner. Each item screams (loudly) about all the things that I love. I love soft romantic images with stunning light, boudoir and the beauty of women, vintage items and antiques. Oh, and lets not forget Anthropologie (clothing store.)
I am also inspired by little birdies, (like the ones below.) Just like the quote at the top of this post. I honestly feel “like a tiny bird with a BIG song” – and I know I’m not alone with this overwhelming emotion. I think most of us feel as if our song (dream; vision; message) over powers the size of how we see ourselves. I believe we put “a limit” on our ability by doubting what we can actually accomplish and how strong we really are. I am at the point (in my life) of daring myself to understand that no matter how tiny I feel, or how gigantic my song is – I know God is bigger and nothing is impossible with the Lord. 
If you are considering booking Marin Kristine Photography (that’s me!) for a wedding, engagement, or boudoir session please come by and meet me. I love making new friends, and hearing sweet love stories. I think that every human soul has something beautiful to offer, and I love beauty – that means YOU! Even if you are not interested in booking a session, I would love for you to come by and see me – just say to say hello – because on most days I am editing (and going nuts) behind the computer! I look forward to meeting you soon ~ XOXO
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